Bored~

Why lately so boring staying in the office ar?
Is tat i got nth to do...but i got things to do o~~~jes feel like everything seems not interesting to me. I think is because my big bos not around...she had gone to australia to visit her eldest daughter since last week~...But if she is not around in the office, then everyone can be relax a bit. But if she's around, everyone will under pressure......somemore hurt thumping tremendously...never wanting the phone to ring~!~!
Boss not around, me as a practical student......will get bored!!!cos really nth to do...n the working period is very long......pain on both shoulders n wrist~~~cos some of them r rushing for the handover of the project...the place will be opened soon next monday...tat's y~~~my chief designer, Mr Kumar...he's as busy as a bee......wow....long time not using this phrase liao~~~haha~[as busy as a bee]
Two more weeks, i will end my practical...HAPPY o SAD?~~

to be continue......

NevEr to be So BLur Again~~

Last saturday really made my mood down...i really got scared knowing tat i m so so blur...forgot to send the reconfirmation letter back to my school, in order for the lecturer to come n visit my firm...And somemore whn i knew this news was already saturday, sunday no working...only can wait till monday tat everything can be settled......Whnever i m nervous, i pray...Jes hoping tat everything will be fine soon.

This morning, first thing of me is to settle this matter...... to clarify it~Before went into boss room to ask for her signature, all of a sudden, she told me tat she had received fax from my school regarding the lecturer visitation early of next month...wow...~~~wat a great news~~~i was relieved~~~~~~finally things all turn to be fine......if not, i really dunno wat m i going to do......Hu~!~~

P/s: lesson learnt from the incident...NEVER to BE so BLur Again, Keep alert n paY attentiont o The thingS hapPen arounD me~

RetrievinG

Nowadays, these few days...kind of retrieving my blogging time~ Ha, it's quite happy as finally i can do tat...many things need to be spoken out, tidy up......the most important thing is i can keep in touch with frenz whom far away from me......keep sharing thoughts n dreams before i cant do anything like these in future to come. Someday in future, it will come to a stage which family, career, children and household will "bury"u up, less time spend with frens, hang out with frens, even blogging time will become less n less.

So...?Let's parTy noW~~~~~~

EnJoyinG LifE

Frens all went overseas to further their studies, make me really think of tat.....how i wish too~~~one by one leaving...to realise their dream , but how about my dream? M i going to abandoned it jes like tat?~

Whn i was young, i kept asking myself a question which is actually not a question~~[ y they r so rich ar? y they can have chance to go oversea ar? y seem like go oversea a piece of cake for them?] It's actually regarding the family background la~...nothing bother much actually~

I never asked my parents, not even kept pestering them regarding this matter...i knew my family financial, my parents work very hard to make ends meet. i must think for them also...i cant be so selfish...BUT, i know if i ask for tat, they sure will fulfill my dream...but, m i jes going to go after my dream n abandone o neglect their feelings n needs? They work hard jes becos of brother n me, n yet wat i can give them? Jes keep spending money, asking money from them~~but they r good enouf to give, most willing to satisfy two of us needs ~~~ It's only one thing, jes one reason------ Tat's mom n dad love us~~~more than anyone else...

So, i will continue to chase my dream...hoping tat it will come true one day...i work, then save money, then can jes bring a bagpack, a camera...then go for the trip, without thinking for so much more~ It's my DREAM...my youthful dream even till now......~~~

Those UncERtainTies, Jes liKE PenanG's WeatheR...

Lately, heavy downpour attacking penang...somemore yesterday the weather turned very bad...(let me think of tsunami!!!~~) strong wind "defeated" small trees, big trees, bushes, plants in pot...even the security "small hut" could hardly escape from it!... Roof flown off else where, somemore ppl's underwears and bras...haha...luckily not mine~
Hamnah, the apartment which i stay, facing the same fate~...the most terrible thing is two big trees fell off uprooted! Cant really imagine how strong the wind is ~ If there's rumours saying tat it is tornado o taufan, it wont be strange n unbelievable to me!...Told u so, there's unCERTainTIes......Jes remember to thanksgiving while u n me r still safe n healthy~

TIRed...LazY...LeaVe ME aLOnE...

Recently, penang's weather changed dramatically...some hours sunshine all over, some hours drizzling, but some hours...heavy pour~~Wat happEN? Thought of experiencing tSunami...wind bloWs fiercely!!! Hoping tat, strong wind can blew away my disappointment, my depression, my worries which sometimes really bothering me...i m truely irritated if it keeps dragging on n on~

Anticipating... i oredy fade up with those uncertainties, those unhappiness which will spoil my day...life is still going on...in fact~dunno whn is the end...y must I keep unhappy...keep trapping in dilemma...God, where r U?...I really dunno , o i deliberately tend to forget about it?
U r always there by my side, forever n ever...there's none like U~~

A pLace wHicH i Wish tO Go...

Wondering, Someday in future, i wish to ahead to a place where no one knows me~only the journey between God n me~
Is it b'cos of the feeling of retreat towards life? o something else?
In fact, this world is full of uncertainties which i unable to cope with...really tired, either towards people or things happen around me~
God, hold me tight~i need u~

Working life, actually practical trainning life~

I m quite enjoying my life~
Even now can write my blog using my company's pc~ my so call personal pc for three months nia~HA~
y enjoying? Cos no need study~ no project......no submission~~~
Only do atever boss waana me to do, follow the instruction, finish my work in time....then everyone happy~My cute colleagues, will i miss u all after my trainning>?
i think i will...but mayb jes for a week......when i get use to my student's life again, then everything will turn back to normal, to its actual side! In fact, tat's life...a bed of roses.
One more month to go~one more month to enjoy, one more month to experience reality life!!!