体会到社会的现实

哈， 今天第一次应征正式工作，也是我人生当中第一份工，之前做过两份都只是打工罢了。
怎么所呢？一切都蛮顺利的啦！有问必答，不至于被问到哑口无言。
工作环境都蛮不错的，只是还没正式被聘请。所以还得等上两三天！不过，我抱着平常心就好。。。神知道什么对我最好！我只管顺服！
下午面试时，异常地一点也不紧张，可能是再紧张刺激的事情我遇过了，所以“老练”了！（别自夸啦！）可能交托了吧，就学习凭信心。Boss还是位三十来岁的女人，是否还单身呢这我就不八卦啦！身材娇小玲珑。心想：这么年轻就自己经营公司，真本事！人家说，娇小玲珑的女人不好欺负哦。。。我可以感觉到！哈哈！在面试的当儿，我察觉到了也感受到了！
过程中我花了近一小时面试，跟boss有些交流，看看公司所作过的工程等等。。。还蛮愉快的。。。就让我叙述下当时的谈话情景：
Boss:" I cannot see much from wat u'd done in ur portfolio. Do u really have any experience in designing residential? doing any free lance regarding tat?
I reply her honestly with smiling face(ashame of tat actually):" No."
Boss:"Then u have a lot more to learn. If tat's so, u have to take some times to work on it. Actually wat do u expect from our firm? How much do u expect for the salary?
Since she asked, i jes bare in mind wat my fren get for her salary in KL n wat she told me, i jes spoke out in no hesitation:" RM1500 and above." Haha, m i too over? i dun think so la, tat's the rating now in Penang for fresh grade lah! N also, i dun want to be the black sheep who破坏市场的。HAHA!
The boss showed her considering face...keep on saying tat i have no experience, i have to learn n work independantly...bla bla bla...n i knew she was actually intended to lower down my salary. Anyway, it still can be negotiate.
Then the conversation came to Uniplan which i done my practical there during my industrial trainning. And only then i knew during my trainning, actually i'd learn some skills and technique of quiker way in producing conceptual board which other interior firm couldn't figure out. Now i knew...And tat's the prescious thing i can "sell" myself......
I can never dare to say that the boss will hire me, but i jes thank GOD for all his arrangement n plans on me. Even for this interview, i jes speak out watever i knew, be humble but in a way of confident...(dunno if i can say like this o not). ANyway, i m still waiting for the response, but i will leave the decision on HIM.
Dear father, thanks for leading me all the way, n i would like U to be my GUIDE in my entire life!