Saturday, September 20, 2008

If tomorrow never comes~

Early in the morning, i'd received an urgent call from sibu home. It's around 6:30am...to me (in penang) is a bit too early. But whn hearing the specific selected ring tone, i knew tat it will be a shocking or even bad news from home.

My great grand uncle had rest in peace early this morning around 2:30am. Since last week, he had been feeling unwell...keep vomiting and "discharging urea"...And 2 days ago, he had been admitted to hospital, BP in critical situation at 50 level. Yesterday, he was tranfered to ICU...but prayers from churches never ends...i can still recalled i prayed for him last nite be4 i slept. Although he left us, but he rest in peace...~ no pain, no long suffer...

Right at this moment, my heart is still sanking, deep down to the bottom. i knew that i can hardly cheer up immediately. Cos one of my family member left us forever.
This incident remind me that, life is so fragile and unpredictable. GOd is the only one know us well. He is the GOd of HISTORY;GOd of TODAY;and GOd of TOMORROW...Even if tomorrow never comes, at least i tressured today...

3 comments:

jiamiin said...

很害怕。。。真的很害怕听到这类的电话。。。
亲人逝世就等于在这世上永远的离开。。。伤感。。。我曾消沉了2个月才勉强逼自己站起来。

婆婆的离开,让我想了很多。。。直到现在,有时还是不敢想或看到照片,触境伤情。。。
有时半夜想起的时候,眼泪还是会静静地流,然后告诉自己别想了。。。

神能医治。。。时间也是良药。。。珍惜和把握现在。。。。


突然又让我很想回家。。。离开家,我好像都不那么珍惜和把握。。。只是沉醉在懊悔和内疚。。。

Qin said...

Ah mian...never let ur timing be too late, when miss home, just call back...even just a call, it will be a good remedy....hope u are doing well and fine...cheer =)

Anonymous said...

Girl, like you said, life is fragile and unpredictable. Live life to the fullest (of which I'm sure you're already do) and live with no regrets.

Anyway, glad to hear that you've found a job and that you're coping well with working life.

p/s: I met up with Jones again last wednesday and friday. Miss the good ol' days back in school where we're chatty and noisy in class.