2008的最后一天

“任时光飞逝
划过天边。。。”

一切都将成为历史和回忆。到今天为止，心中又有多少的遗憾、惆怅或安慰呢？每个人当中的酸甜苦辣都不同，但是却是同样的精彩。回首过去，我还是个在大学里拼搏的学生妹。每天为着赶功课而生存，多少个失眠承载着内心里的痛苦与挣扎；多少的泪水编制了今天的欢笑。总不能都说“它”的不好，因为无可否认“它”也有功劳的一面----就是孕育了更成熟坚强的我。

今天比昔日都起得还早，因为已经睡不着了。所以就干脆起来走到我许久没有逗留的露台，望着黎明的天空，心里默默的向神赞叹和感恩。让我有机会在2008的最后一天来个完美的结束。在去上班的路途上，我心里一直惦挂着过去，脑海里一直闪过旧日的片段。曾经，我说过自己是个活在回忆里的人。我喜欢缅怀，畅谈过去让我伤心、开心、成长的事迹。

即将面对新的一年，我只希望可以活得更进步，更丰盛，更爱神爱人。我要懂得知足，因我深知那永不离弃的爱---神永远与我同在。

挥别2008，迎接2009！

跫音近了

圣诞的跫音近在眼前了。哈～明天就是了。该筹备的事情也七七八八了，只剩预备心接待耶稣基督。

昨晚的报佳音，看到了每个人都尽自己的本分，很卖力地唱，很卖力地弹。目的只有一个，就是将耶稣诞生的好消息宣扬出来，使未信的人有机会认识真理。虽然刚开始在教会练唱的时候次序很乱，因为每个人都赶时间的缘故吧，所以出发到第一家去报佳音时，没有完全心理准备妥当，就面对人群了。结果，有些人就有点怯场，猛往后退，往里面藏。哈哈，真是又气又好笑。到pekaka的露天游乐场。也有好些父母小孩都在那里，所以他们就成了我们唱诗歌的听众，传信息的目标。站在两三栋大楼的中央，拿着麦克风报喜信还真是第一次。有些人与我们很靠近，有些却是离我们很远，有些站在阳台，有些从窗口探头偷望。无论是什么心境，什么情况，都希望我们所唱的诗歌能有顿时带给人们心灵的安慰和平安。这就是圣诞的最大意义了。

过后，我们到了第二家，就有很丰富的晚餐招待。队员们甚至都不舍得离开 （其实是不舍得食物啦！）。结果，还是得走。之后就抵达hamna，我住的地方。哇，也是六栋的apartment。我们就在申请批准的游泳池进行报佳音。最令我感到开心的，是我和亚伦常常提到的阿伯（70多岁左右）-我们口中的孤独老人，他也有到场，而且是坐在最靠近我们的椅子上。那一幕我深深的感动。很希望在他有生年日，我还住在槟城的这段时间跟他传福音。他那亲切慈祥的面孔，还有那颗单纯渴慕的心，我想天上的天使天军都要欢呼。

我对这次的报佳音只存有一个期盼-那就是透过圣诞诗歌来安慰人的心，有个温馨和有盼望的圣诞。

My lovely Family

前几天在收拾手机里的照片时，发现几张温馨照。。。特别想念他们。在这温馨的圣诞佳节，思乡情怀显得格外深厚。。。

My own manger

Wow,nearly a month i had abandoned my blog. It's really kind of busy for the christmas events preparation. Inviting friends, colleagues to the christmas morning service as well as arranging the christmas caroling on the coming 23th DEc. But, i m happy that i still have chance to serve HIM. As i knew that i have to devote myself n serve our LORD when i'm still young enough to do so. Chances would not going to wait us, unless we grab the chance ourself.

During this christmas time, some choose on vacation, some choose to jess sleeping n resting at home, some choose to go happy hour celebration on christmas as if christmas is simply a celebration to his o her own, some choose to be busy with all the christmas preparation, not for their own but for others. No matter who we are to be in the situation i'd stated, we have our own choice.

Let this 2008 christmas is a true christmas in our heart.And we prepare our manger to welcome the Christ, our LOrd.

IT turNs inTo a hAPPY DAY ToDay aT LasT

Wow, today is very excited~Although this morning a bit unhappy with USM Fajar harapan insufficient parking lot(end up can't have my breakfast there),i still can get over the moody.My dear loves me indeed, as he took the short cut to Jalan sg'pinang which he dun really like to try along the costal highway, but at last he gave it a try. Honestly, it's only taking about 5-8 mins to reach my working place. So, we were able to take breakfast together along the roadside hawker stall. In fact, taking breakfast together every morning is being part of our life since we started to work. It's really important for us to start our daily routine as we can share our precious early morning together having breakfast before going to work. We both enjoyed the moment.

Ha, back to todaY's topic!

My best friend-see, is coming to penang today. HA, wat a special present for me.Knowing tat she will come to penang and pay me a visit, i was really happy. So, today, i m in a good mood. At least for this very moment la. Tonite, i will meet her since our last MEET 3 months ago. (Haha, 3 months only~ not really a long period of time la~) But it cheers me~

那一天

哈，今天是期待的星期天。可是，期待的星期天的下午确睡不着。躺着躺着，迷糊之间好像睡着了，但又好像没有睡着。唉结果赖了一会儿就起身了。解冻鸡肉因为今晚要尝试煮肉骨茶，哈哈～先看戏，enjoy下～ 明天开始又是忙碌的一个星期，家里仅剩的两位姐妹也陆续回家乡了，家里又沉静了下来。还好她们这次都回两个星期罢了，时间很快就会过去。盼望她们回来的日子啦～而我的好姐妹下星期五也会来槟城探望我，哈哈～又可以叙叙旧一番咯～

如果你问我想家吗？我可以告诉你，我没有以前般这么想家了。因为已经自己做工养活自己了。而且，多数的时间都是被工作占据，还有教会是我第二个常出现的地方。就是这样地勇敢的过我的生活。会到什么时候，只有不断寻求神了～

因为这期间，该适应的我也必须去适应，该回家乡的朋友是肯定会离开的，该面对的不舍我也要赶快地收拾心情。时间不停地向前走，而我总不能一直回首过去。我也要往前走，不停地走。。。直到那一天～。。。

decision making~

Decision making TAKE ONE: LAst few days, me n allen decided to utilise our salary. so, we listed down our basic expenses, plus plus and minus minus,haha~ left not much behind. Haih, no choice la due to the low salary for fresh grads in the construction field. But, God always give sufficiently...not too much n not too less, just nice! So, we started to decipline ourselves in our expenses, started from this month (NOV).I'd written an agreement letter, urging him n myself to sign it.In fact, it's a way of decipline and reminding us not too much expenses and entertainment. We have to learn to save a bit, cos our salary is too low for us to overspend. Don't laugh, even i know it's ridiculous.

Decision making TAKE TWO: Saving money plan had led us to a target-tat's Phuket trip next yr in MAC. We'd chose a cheap flight to get to Phuket.Wow, quite some times not going overseas for vacation liao, so we grabbed the chance to book the cheap flight with MAS.Yeah, everything done and left only the research n preparation for the spot where we will be heading to.

Decision making TAKE THREE: Keep praying for those frens who asking for my prayer. I really have to take it in action despite of jes making so much promises to them. I felt really ashamed of. So, i'd to start tonite. Last nite, i slept before i recalled to pray for them.

Indeed, Those decisions making without GOD's permission and help, they wont come true. i admit that i m weak and type of giving up easily, but i know GOd is my sheperd and i will never get lose.

在槟城仅剩的一个小时半

仅剩一个小时半的我，在槟城会做些什么呢？只希望时间停止在那一刻，永远不要流失。离开又不是，不离开也不是～我心里肯定有千千万万的不舍。但是，我又该如何？只有无奈忍着悲伤不舍地离开。心里总期盼有回来这地的一天，一直这么告诉、说服自己。很努力地试着抓紧每一刻、每一个人、每一个脸孔，深怕哪一天我会把哪一个时段，哪一张脸孔给忘记了。不过，我有相片为保障，担心好像是多余的～

天下无不散的宴席～分离是为了下次的相聚～ 都是一些自我安慰、自我鼓励的词句～我也要老套地将它送给朝、还有大家～ 日子依然是往前走，人纵然要往前看，向着标杆直跑～ 哪怕是身处不同的地方，我们仍有同样天上的家为我们预备着。。。

朋友，一路顺风了～主恩满溢！

感觉真好

今天又是我等待的周六的来临了。早睡早起的精神特别好。八点钟就自动起身了，今天也没上班啊！好笑的是：没有上班就起得很早，上班时间就特爱睡，懒得起床，多么希望时间可以在霎那间停止住～
起来洗刷、灵修后，整个人真的很松，感觉真的很好～只能意会不能言传～周间的疲累，被周末的来临一扫而空了。我想这纯粹是心理在作祟啦。知道将要面对机械式的生活、日出而作日落而息时，往往都会腻啊～所以我特爱周末，因为我可以随意地做我想做的事，自由自在，不用背负任何的压力重担～
感谢神，祂创造了七天-到第六天时完成的创造人类的伟大工程之后，就歇息了～要不，现在的我们可就惨了，没完没了的日子，没有停歇的日子，叫人怎么活得下去啊～ 不过，现时代的繁忙国家如香港、台湾、日本、中国、甚至新加坡，已经有许多的人没有自己的周末，没有自己的私人空间，没有歇息的余地～只有被一大帖的钞票堆盖着，有钱也没空闲时间花啦～
适当的努力是应该的，赎回神的时间也是必须的。这是看自己怎么衡量、怎么做抉择！

Work Sharing~

These are wat i'd done during my one and half month working life in penang. There's still rooms for improvement, i like my current job, n the colleagues here...Boss treat me nice too~ Glory to the LORD, thks for HIS arrangement to me. He answered my prayer......Thank you JESUS~

master bathroom near ALila Horizon,Tanjung Bungah







LCCT extension low cost carrier terminal conceptual 3D drawings





living room design of a bunglow near Gurney Drive





condo villa near bukit bendera

很有感触

今天下午崇拜好回来，就约了朝银去吃寿司，因为知道他对于吃方面肯定不会拒绝的。真的不料，他很爽快的就答应了。其实在那前几天的时候，心里已经有这打算了，只是还没找到机会，又或是只是看看情况吧，可能人家也很多约会，不一定有空赴约。所以，告诉自己就顺其自然吧，不需要太强求。

在吃着寿司时，边聊边吃的，虽然两个大男人已经病倒了，一个抱着喉咙痛；另一个则声带咳嗽到沙哑的病情，但是还是止不住吃的诱惑，照吃不误。哈哈～真是好笑。我想，大家的心情都是有点不舍，只是没有说出来罢了。应该是最后一次这样一起外出吃东西的机会了吧～

回到家，决定睡个午觉，因为很久没有睡了。其实每个周末我都有机会可以睡午觉，但是就是不甘愿睡，很想做些周间没有机会能够做的事：比如看戏、闲聊、逛街等等的～哈哈～不过今天就选择了睡觉。还没睡之前看了信鸽。终于一口气将它看完了。心中顿时只有一个感想：团契的每个人都很可爱。其实，神都在他们每个人身上有丰丰富富的恩典。如果没有信鸽向他们邀稿，我也不知道这么多。可以看到每个投稿的弟兄姐妹都是深深经历神的，不是为了应付催稿而写的。看到他们字句真诚，感动了我。至于那些将要离开我们的回到家乡的朋友们，也对他们多了份难舍的心。很能体会他们对这里的不舍，因为这里的确陶造了他们，无数的经历都是珍贵且美好的。怎么能说忘记就忘记，放手就放手这么潇洒呢？虽然被迫一定要做得到，但是心中的那股深深的感受神已经纪念了。

之前最舍不得的是佩诗，现在轮到朝银了。因为他在团契当中的付出，是众所周知的。这么样一个殷勤事奉，活泼好动的人突然在团契中看不到他的出现，肯定有些不习惯的。还有准准一个星期就会离开槟城回家去了。该是开开心心地欢送他的。。。盼望哪天他还会回来槟城与我们叙旧，继续编织他与槟城的梦～

朋友，衷心地祝福你～

传道的怡保婚礼篇

等待新娘车之际不忘抓紧机会拍照



传道的弟兄团和姐妹团



幸福洋溢待嫁的新娘子



又紧张又兴奋



婚姻是神所设立的



在神面前立约



两位新人对会众表示谢意



两位新人对父母的致谢词



好大的阵容哦～

永远的纪念日

今天，是我致爱的公公过世八周年纪念。
八年前，我还是个黄毛丫头，公公的心爱孙女。还在满怀期待地考PMR.以为赶紧考完就可以回家探望生病的他。没料到，他既然已经离开这世界，永远地离开我们。这八年来，在梦里梦见公公，记忆中有那么三次。而且，近期梦见他老人家是一个月前。那时真的很开心，能在梦里看见他已经足够了。因为我没能送他最后一程，只有在梦里缅怀他。时间过得真快，我也大学毕业了，出到社会工作。真的很想让公公知道，很想有机会与他分享我的点滴。如果他还健在，我肯定会和他谈天说地～
心里只有一句话：阿公，我很想念您。放心，我过得很好。

Miserable

Thinking of having breakfast this morning before heading to office, starting my whole day working life. At least i can have a full n nice breakfast with my loved one early in the morning.But somehow, things turn the other way round. We unable to take breakfast, jes take away some curry puff, tat's all.

Mayb is because these two days i'd to rush 2 projects as tomolo client will be coming. No one is going to help me in the office, sometimes seems like they dunno how busy i m n how rush i m. They din even offer their help to me. What can i say? Mayb is because i m the person who know the design well, n easier for me to amend the design. so, i cant blame anyone else. What i should do is to rush n rush, in oeder to meet the dead line.

Actually all those are just small matters, usually it wont be any problem for me. But it's strange, i got insulted n some kind of miserable feeling in me. Everything seems to turn the other way round, not smooth, not in my expectation. I should calm down to think deep into the matter myself. I know only GOd can help me, can comfort me. Tat's y i choose to pray then start to write my blog. Slowly, my mood calm down, everything will slowly back to it's normal......

As being happy is something~

好累，但是很开心

今天参加了本堂会的传道的婚礼和宴会。今天一大清早就起身打扮，就出发往怡保去了。
在车程中，睡眼惺忪地不时还看着窗外的天色渐渐发出了第一线的曙光。五辆车结伴往同个目的地还真是第一次，兴奋！到了新娘家，好不容易的，一班弟兄们顺利的帮传道抢了新娘子，接到了教会。婚礼如火如荼地进行着。。。当中，令我红了眼眶的是一对新人想父母致谢词的时候。传道对母亲的感激的话，一句：“妈妈，谢谢您（福州话）”真的是非常的感人。那一句话用了自己的福州话，尽诉了对母亲含辛茹苦的养育之恩。之后，就移步到婚宴。其中也少不了节目的呈现。这一刻，是新娘的话深触了我的心。她很感恩，新郎抛开了之前择偶的条件-大学生、高度要差不多，选了一个完全没有符合条件的现在的新娘子。这就是爱的伟大、爱的真谛。全然在这两位新人生命当中呈现出来了。俩人幸福洋溢的脸孔已经证明了一切。爱是不看外表而是看内心。写着写着，我自己也不禁的挂起了嘴角的微笑，替他们开心。
两个人的结合可以祝福别人的，那才是神所设立的爱情。因为爱情不仅仅是男欢女爱，而是造就别人、把祝福带给别人的。

Weekends soon

Yippie,weekends is just around the corner. Here comes Friday,happy mood starts to surround me...Actually this weekends and holiday will be quite busy for me.For there's few activities ahead which intended to join. First, will be the choir camp at Sri Sayang, will stayed overnite at the beach house. Second, will the the praise n worship practice at sunday noon. Another one will be the most exciting, that's our pastor's wedding at Ipoh. Sure we will be going, by cars......celebrate the BIG DAY for pastor. I'm sure he n his bride-to-be will be very excited n nervous. Haha......can imagine~Since he said he had not bought the wedding rings last week, but i think he'd got it done in these few days.

These days lately, life is just miserable after working hour. Mayb it's too tired la.`...Reaching home, left only few hours then it's time to bed. Tat's y all the working adults love weekends and holiday, then there will be different story n life.When knowing tat there gonna be few activities coming up, excitement occurs.But on the other hand, tiredness haunted too. Miserable right? Jes told myself, grab the chance when we still can. No matter with anyone, cos there might not have second chance. Yeah, that's the most simple decision i can do.HAHA~

And now, i have to stopped here. To continue my work. Dont worry, be happy~
Quotes a friend's msn title:"Being Happy is Something"!!!

What a free day today~

Since working life started,today is my most free time. Nothing to do in the office, as i'd finished my work. In fact, jes left a layout design which i have no mood n idea to think of the design, so i jes tried to left it there. My mind is tired.....cannot function very well today. So i started blogging. But really no idea wat to write also.Jes feel like wanna go home to sleep.

Aih, suppose not to grumble anymore, but very frustrate.

Can anyone help me? i want holiday.

My recent life story

Actually if compare to other's life, i think i m quite satisfied with the way of my life.Everyday wake up at 8am, preparing breakfast then go to work...somemore Allen will be fetching me daily, go to work and off work. Luckily my office is not very far away from him. The distance is near, jes the matter of the busy traffic around Komtar, the center point of Penang. So, it takes around 8 minutes to reach his office after mine. After work, i will mostly spend my time on net, either chatting in msn (not always busybody, sometimes will get some frenz news updated also),sharing with him about the whole day activities at office, problems, so n so. The most cheering things is whn we know tat weekends is coming soon, the saturday which we do not work.HAha....really love it. Meanwhile, this coming Sunday my cellgroup will organise a trip to Tambun, we will have seafood dinner there. WOw, a place which we all looking forward, cos we already talking about it since last semester,but still have no chance to go there. Hopefully this time can be successfully done.

If u ask me to compare study life n working life, which one i prefer. i will answer u without hesitation that, i prefer working life. It is because at least i can have an ordinary lifestyle, can sleep on time, everything can be in schedule.Unlike studying life, everyday haunted by those tiring projects, those exhausting ideas, living in fantasy, in fact,we are all in this reality world. Sometimes it's jes something get wrong somewhere, and we can hardly figure them out.Consequently, it makes my life miserable, mostly in time i was in dilema, in depression. Now, working life for me are all in reality, practically. There's salary in reward!!!No doubt, tat's one of the motivation indeed.HA..ha...~Dun laugh at me if it is true to u~

For the moment of peaceful and calm, despite giving thanks, we have to be alert too. COs big storm will only after a calm sea.We must prepare ourselves well to face any trials in our lives. Treat the situation 2 ways, tat's THANKSGIVING and ALERT!

金马仑之旅摄

凉爽的早晨


金马仑 我们来也～


误以为是薰衣草，糗～


大红花呀大红花 象征我们马来西亚 千朵万朵红绿绿 人人看见都爱它






绣球


玫瑰玫瑰我爱你


好特别的色素


大红大紫


当白遇到红


红彤彤


光线下的黄玫瑰格外吸引人


万绿丛中一朵花


普通仙人掌


彩色仙人掌


草莓冰淇淋搞得大家十指大开


怎么“橙”会在草莓中？


抓紧在相片中的机会


肥沃的菜，红红绿绿。。。跟我的衣着有像哦。。。


乐开怀


很努力地往上爬


与其他大学的同学合影


畅快的气候


我们的回忆


回眸一笑， 哈哈～


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